so...valentines....

wasn't as successful as i wanted it to be, but it was nice :) he make me sketti for dinner and bought me the most perfect card ever and really pretty candles and we watched movies all night. next years has to be perfect. has to be. we will be living together and will actually have money!! but i guess valentines day shouldn't even be made into such a huge deal. because all days should be romantic and lovey. and me and my boy are romantic and lovey everyday. so i have realized that i shouldn't make such a big deal out of one hallmark day. :)) so i hope everyone else had a great day with their loversss :)

valentines day...

so, my boyfriend and i have been together for three years but two valentines days so far and both of them have been a disaster. so this year we were hoping to have a nice romantic night together and just have a beautiful valentines day, but due to the lack of money we both have, that just might not happen. :( but let me tell you about the first two years. well, the first year we were together i was 16 and he was only 15 and neither of us drove, but we still had dinner reservations for mimi's cafe in folsom. the only problem was that his mom thought she was invited too since she was driving. needless to say, we all got into a huge, i mean HUGE, fight that ended up in us breaking up on valentines day because she forbade us to see each other ever again. the next year was sort of successful. my friend and i skipped school and went shopping all day for cute little things and sexy lingerie to make the night romantic. but my boyfriend was really grumpy that day because we were going through break-ups and make-ups like every day and he practically hated me all the time. (that was the rough 6 months of our relationship) but i spent the night at his house anyways and it was nothing like i wanted. yeah, we spent the night together but i'm pretty sure we just fought the whole time. so this year, our relationship is the most perfect thing i could ever ask for and we really wanted to do something cute. once again, his mom is going to be away and we get the house to ourselves. so all i asked for was for him to just make me a candlelit dinner and rent some lovey-dovey movies and have a quiet night at home where we can just be all lovey and perfect. it doesn't cost money to be romantic and express your love. so, i have high hopes for this year. so! happy valentines day everyone!!!!

the love of my life <3

michael justin kerr. we have been together now for three years and he is everything i could ever want. some of you may know him for some of the stupid things he has done, but we have both done stupid things. but, we have both grown together and have become so stong and in love with everything about each other. we have been down a rough road to get where we are now but i would never change a thing. it difinitely has not been easy, but is love ever easy? everything that people go though happens for a reason and i strongly believe this. he and i are currently working on finding an apartment and it is such a wonderful and fun experience. we are getting the opportunity to know each other better (if that's possible) and to prepare for a life together. all my dreams have come true because of this boy and without him i feel like a lot would never be possible. he has always been my knight and shining armour and has done the best that he can for us. he is the most caring boy and he does everything to make me smile. i could never imagine life without him and writing this blog is only making me miss his cute face :) i love him with all my heart soul and there is never a moment that i take our love for granted or forget the struggle we have been through to get where we are now. the best and worst times of my life have been with him and i don't regret one moment.