wtf is 2012

a bunch of bullshit is what it is. so, i had this guy lecturing me for an hour today after work at one in the morning telling me how everyone is going to die in the year 2012. how the "planet x" is going to come within inches of the earth and there are going to be massive earthquakes and tornadoes and radiation killing off the people. how the united states will no longer exist. only a select few are supposed to live. and those that will live will be living in complete hell and under a dictatorship. he says that within nine months canada, mexica and united states will become on big nation. how there is going to be a flesh eating poison in the air. how 2011 will be the last year of our life. i believe in Jesus Christ. I don't believe in 2012. the myan and chinese calander end..so? how horrible would that be to live your life "knowing" you were going to die in three years. what would the point be of having a family or a job? there would be no purpose. what would be the point of eating heathly and dieting to make yourself appear better? nothing. your body would cease to exist within three years. i'm supposed to believe that i am going to die before i turn 21? i think not. I believe that my God will come when it is time for him to come. my bible does not say i am going to die in the year 2012 and no man can dictate when the rapture will happen. everything happens for a reason. but in GODS timing. not mans timing.

does anyoneee

have a car they want to sell? :D

so...valentines....

wasn't as successful as i wanted it to be, but it was nice :) he make me sketti for dinner and bought me the most perfect card ever and really pretty candles and we watched movies all night. next years has to be perfect. has to be. we will be living together and will actually have money!! but i guess valentines day shouldn't even be made into such a huge deal. because all days should be romantic and lovey. and me and my boy are romantic and lovey everyday. so i have realized that i shouldn't make such a big deal out of one hallmark day. :)) so i hope everyone else had a great day with their loversss :)

valentines day...

so, my boyfriend and i have been together for three years but two valentines days so far and both of them have been a disaster. so this year we were hoping to have a nice romantic night together and just have a beautiful valentines day, but due to the lack of money we both have, that just might not happen. :( but let me tell you about the first two years. well, the first year we were together i was 16 and he was only 15 and neither of us drove, but we still had dinner reservations for mimi's cafe in folsom. the only problem was that his mom thought she was invited too since she was driving. needless to say, we all got into a huge, i mean HUGE, fight that ended up in us breaking up on valentines day because she forbade us to see each other ever again. the next year was sort of successful. my friend and i skipped school and went shopping all day for cute little things and sexy lingerie to make the night romantic. but my boyfriend was really grumpy that day because we were going through break-ups and make-ups like every day and he practically hated me all the time. (that was the rough 6 months of our relationship) but i spent the night at his house anyways and it was nothing like i wanted. yeah, we spent the night together but i'm pretty sure we just fought the whole time. so this year, our relationship is the most perfect thing i could ever ask for and we really wanted to do something cute. once again, his mom is going to be away and we get the house to ourselves. so all i asked for was for him to just make me a candlelit dinner and rent some lovey-dovey movies and have a quiet night at home where we can just be all lovey and perfect. it doesn't cost money to be romantic and express your love. so, i have high hopes for this year. so! happy valentines day everyone!!!!

i think

since i am the only person that has ever commented on anyone's blogs, that i should get an automaic a in this class :)

doucheee

so there is this guy that i work with that is a total douchebag. he feels the need to say a rude comment about me to every customer that comes through his line. he is barely thirty but hates anyone under twenty. he thinks kids are "dirty rats" and he makes sure everyone knows how he feels about them. i want to punch him in the fucking face every time he talks. he sounds so ignorant talking out of his ass about how much better he is than everyone else. ugghhh.

essssaayyyyyyyy

so, i'm sitting here trying to write my personal narrative for this class and i have no idea of my topic. so instead, i am writing a blog of how much i procrastinate. i love to wait until the last minute to do things. i feel as if i work better under pressure. i was thinking about writing my essay about my boyfriend but i'd feel like i talk about him too much :)i seriously am not sure. another thing....i am so bummed that nobody comments on my blogs but i comment on everyones :(( :(( so waiting til the last minute probably wasn't the best idea, but, until today, i had forgotten all about the essay. ughh. i should get started. as of now i have one hour and fourty seven minutes to write a four page essay. good luck to me! but today already started off bad because i failed my first psyc test. hah. i'm kinda a failure. :) i think i am going to do it on my boyfriend, actually. i'm pretty sure he is the only thing i can write that much about. like i said, i'm kinda boring. perhaps i could write about animal cruelty and why i became a vegetarian. hey! that is actually a good idea. maybe this stupid blog rant is helping my in a way other that wasting time. :) so i think i'll do that. but i'm pretty sure i can't write that much on being a vegetarian. wish me luck :) okayyy. here i goooooooo.................