mhmmm

In such a judging world
With beauty left untold
It’s hard to make a memory
With standards to uphold

Remembering the past
And feeling so withdrawn
Trying to relive the memories
And moments far foregone

Battling to stay afloat
In an endless war
Allows now time to hear the wind
To feel the sand upon the shore

If hearts were made unbreakable
Love would have no shame
So instead our hearts run wild
In a world we cannot tame

The biggest regrets in life
Are the risks you never take
So take with you the beauty
In every memory you make

This heart is up for breaking
At times it may be weak
But its time to seize the moment
For it’s true love that I seek

i'm not in jail!

but i might be soon.
so when i hit my ex boyfriend, he called the cops and i got arrested. i spent the night in jail and i have been out on bail. I went to my court date and they had not yet filed charges against me so i was let free.but i was warned that they had up to a year to file the charges. the next day i get the mail and there is a letter from the DA saying they have filed battery charges against me and have to appear in front of a judge. this sucks so much cuz i didn't do anything wrong. he hit me first and i'm the one up for battery. the whole court system is fucked up and i wish all this would just be over with =[