why me?

so, i am pretty freaking heated right now. i don't know why it always has to be me. i have the worst luck in the planet with cars. see, its not easy for me to be without a car. i live over an hour from school, work, even a grocery store. but this morning my engine blew up. why you ask? because some fuckhead mechanic put my timing belt on wrong and i drove on a bad timing belt and all the wear and tear on the engine made it break. so now i have no idea what i am going to do. i have bad credit and could never afford a car payment right now. i have only had this car for a year. before this i had another car. but a month after having it i was rear ended and almost died in such a horrible accident. it took my over a year to get my insurance money and get a new car. and now this one breaks. i have no idea what i am going to do. i am super depressed and i have absolutely no ride anywhere because besides my car we only have one other junker car that my mom takes to work at four in the morning. so if anyone is selling a car and would let me make payments or something...tell me =[